Wednesday, February 28, 2018

March 2018: Lessons from Mister Rogers

Okay, so I know Mister Rogers may strike many of us as quaint, yesterday, trite, or maybe even scary (eek! those sweaters!), but when I read his book, I found many little nuggets that I thought many of you might find inspiring or fun as well. Here ya go:

1. A life of spiritual wholeness is represented by looking inward with our hearts (inner disciplines affect how we see others), looking outward with our eyes (how we see others affects how we treat others), and using what we've learned practically, with our hands (serving).

2. Slow down.
-Hurriedness causes the soul to be hard and resistant. But taking time and going slow nurtures the soul.
-Taking one's time, especially in relationships, allows the other person to know he or she is worth the time.
-If we can learn to wait through the "natural silences" of life, we will be surprised by what awaits us on the other side.

3. Be vulnerable.
-Be willing to try new things and keep trying new things even if you aren't good at them.
-Vulnerability is an important quality because it gives others access to our complexity.

4. Feelings are okay.
-You don't have to hide them and there are ways to say how you feel that aren't going to hurt you or anybody else.

5. Be a good neighbor.
-Your neighbor is simply the person you happen to be with at the moment.

6. Forgive.
-Undesirable feelings or behaviors can be rerouted and released into excellence.

7. Hold onto your innocence.
-Appreciate life's mysteries through the eyes of a child - never lose the ability to look at the world through your child's eye.

Here are a few of his favorite quotes:

Gerald Sittser, A Grace Disguised:
We live life as if it were a motion picture. Loss turns life into a snapshot. The movement stops; everything freezes.

Madeleine L'Engle, A Wrinkle in Time:
If someone knows who he is, really knows, then he doesn't need to hate.

Madeleine L'Engle, A Wind in the Door:
Love. That's what makes persons know who they are.

If any of these strikes a chord, then I encourage you to spend some time reflecting on how you can actually integrate the lesson into your day to day life. If this became a value or idea that you held in high esteem, how would your actions, words, or thoughts need to shift in order to honor that?

Your neighbor,

Watch this video to watch a beautiful exploration of facing, overcoming, or succumbing to fear

Read about how self-control is really just empathy for your future self

How could you be a good neighbor today?

Getting the Love You Want
by Harville Hendrix
Originally published in 1988, Getting the Love You Want has helped millions of couples attain more loving, supportive, and deeply satisfying relationships. The 20th anniversary edition contains extensive revisions to this groundbreaking book, with a new chapter, new exercises, and a foreword detailing Dr. Hendrix’s updated philosophy for eliminating all negativity from couples’ daily interactions, allowing readers of the 2008 edition to benefit from his ongoing discoveries during his last two decades of work. Harville Hendrix, Ph.D., in partnership with his wife, Helen LaKelly Hunt, PhD., originated Imago Relationship Therapy, a unique healing process for couples, prospective couples, and parents.


Now accepting applications for the upcoming

Beyond Surviving Group Program for Men

Starts April 10th

Only 6 spots available!

Apply before midnight on March 15th, and you'll

receive a 50% discount.


Attention Bay Area Women
Art of Feminine Intuition & Manifestation
The Power of Focus

March 12th, 6:30p
Berkeley, CA

I am so excited to be presenting my workshop on "The Power of Focus: What Are You Manifesting" at this upcoming event. During this workshop, we will:

* Explore the impact that focus has on our ability to manifest your desires.
* Discover the #1 point of focus that is keeping you stick and frustrated.
* Learn how to use the power of the brain to shift your focus and manifest exactly what you want.


March's Theme: Anger & Forgiveness

Anger is a healthy and natural response to abuse and exploitation. Our anger as survivors is justified and we need to be allowed to be angry for as long as it takes. Unfortunately, others may want us to “get over it” and “move on” from anger to forgiveness.

Learn More & Register Here

Rachel Grant, M.A. Counseling Psychology
Sexual Abuse Recovery Coach
"What you think, you create"

Wednesday, January 31, 2018

February 2018: Did you know gratitude can heal your brain?

Many, many years ago, during a session with my therapist, I found myself sitting slumped down, defeated, exhausted --- I was so close to the end of my rope that he was concerned enough to ask me if I'd create a safety plan with him before leaving his office.

Begrudgingly I agreed, internally thinking, "Yeah right, like that's going to help."

We began putting together a plan that would keep me tied and tethered to this earth. After a few of the usual to be expected questions, "Who can you call if you feel like harming yourself? What is something you could do to self-soothe?" -- my therapist asked, "Would you be willing to spend 5 minutes a day practicing gratitude."

Not in the mood for any of is "woo" nonsense, I replied, "F*** off. You've got to be kidding me. What in the world do you think I have to feel grateful for? Sometimes I wonder if you even know what you're doing." (ouch! right? -- not one of my shining moments)

As he often did when I would lash out in this way, he took a deep breath and just sat, looking at me, letting me be, not rejecting or shaming or judging or correcting. And in that space, I felt my heart soften, and I said, "Okay, okay. If you think it will help."

For the next two weeks, I spent 5 minutes at the end of my day reflecting on the things I felt grateful for. And I have to tell you, I was really stretching in the beginning -- like, all I could connect to was feeling grateful for sleep, a funny TV show, being able to get out of bed.

But as the days passed, my sense of gratitude expanded, deepened, and I started noticing so much that I had in my life that I just hadn't been able to even seen because I was so consumed by depression and anger.

This gratitude practice saved my life.

Fast forward many, many years, and I'm now studying neuroscience and developing the Beyond Surviving program. I knew that this practice needed to be a part of my program, but I wanted it to be backed up by research -- add a little science to the woo. :)

In my studies, I came to learn that gratitude is amazing, because it ignites the brain stem and causes the release of dopamine, can boost serotonin levels, and ultimately creates a positive feedback loop that further heals the brain!

So today, I want to encourage you to incorporate a gratitude practice into your day to day. And I know you might be feeling just like I did - like there isn't anything to be grateful for. So I encourage you to start small, whatever feels doable -- and hey, maybe this email can be the first thing on your list!

In gratitude,

Watch this video narrated by Louie Schwartzberg on how to cultivate gratitude

Read about four practices that lead to more happiness (including gratitude!)

What do you feel grateful for today?


Becoming a Man in the Shadowlands:
Surviving Rape, Abuse, and Incest

by Dennis Randall

This story of survival is a book by a survivor for survivors. Never a victim and always a survivor, journey inside the mind of a child overcoming sexual abuse while navigating a pathway through the social insecurities of adolescence. Becoming a Man in the Shadowlands is a beautifully written saga about an ugly subject. It is an inspiring survival story and a book worth reading.

Now accepting applications for the upcoming

Beyond Surviving Group Program for Men

Starts April 10th

Only 6 spots available!

Join Me for This Live Master Class!
February 27th, 3:30p PT / 6:30p ET

Are you sick and tired of feeling stuck and paralyzed
because of self-doubt?

For survivors of sexual abuse, our self-esteem and confidence are so depleted that we often find ourselves struggling with self-defeating thoughts, plagued by a fear of making mistakes, and exhausted from trying to constantly keep up a fa├žade, afraid that any day we’ll be “found out”.

So it's no wonder that we struggle with confidence, feeling motivated, and relationships. For many of my male clients, they additionally feel inadequate and battle a sense of not being "man enough".

And while I'm not a guy, I have had my own struggles resulting from a lack of confidence! And I can't wait to share with you what helped me put an end to feeling worthless and not good enoughso I could finally stand up for myself, pursue my dreams, and achieve the success and relationships I always dreamed of.

February's Theme: Mother-Longing

As survivors of childhood sexual abuse, mothers are often one of our most complicated and painful issues. This month, we’ll explore what our relationships are like today with our mothers and what we might need to do to experience healing in this area.

Learn More & Register Here

Rachel Grant, M.A. Counseling Psychology
Sexual Abuse Recovery Coach
"What you think, you create"

Tuesday, December 26, 2017

January 2018: Are you struggling to find meaning in the new year?

Happy 2018!

It's inevitable as we turn the corner into a new year, that we will reflect upon our journey so far (the wins and losses), and we will look ahead to the future and try to crystallize for ourselves some vision of what might come.

Underlying this ability (and ultimately willingness) to look ahead is hope. Without hope, we fall into despair or resignation.

I've been thinking a lot about this lately, as I've been rereading "Hope: The Art of Living" by Stan Van Hooft with one of my clients. I came across one of my favorite quotes again that I'd like to share with you:

"There is always a gap between our intentions and the achievement of what we intend, which our efforts may not overcome. There is always the possibility of failure. Our intentions cannot bridge the gap. We do not have complete control over our circumstances. Accordingly, our hope bridges the gap."

This quote always takes me back to my early 30s, when I was at the edge of hope and despair and a decision was on the horizon. Give in to resignation or not.

I had made some great strides in my healing, but ultimately, when I looked at my life, I couldn't see a future that was meaningful or fulfilling. I couldn't find the joy in living, the meaning or purpose of it --I was seriously stuck!

And then, as often happens in my life (I guess it's the English major in me), I sought out guidance from literature and came across Van Hooft's book.

This was the beginning of my new relationship to hope, my deeper understanding of it as being at the root of all change, healing, and transformation.

A year later, I was testing out the first Beyond Surviving group for women!

So, ultimately, I share this story with you today as my greatest hope for you is that you press on -- even in the face of failures and unknowns, even when it seems it's all pointless -- you never know what might be right around the corner waiting for you.

Perhaps 2018 is your year to break free, to reclaim your life, and to move forward into a new journey that isn't just about recovering from the past but is about painting a future that brings you joy. And so I leave you to step into this new year with another quote:

"Hopefulness is an essential ingredient of joyfulness. To live life with joy is to be able to project the promise of a hopeful future for oneself and for others. Life is full of surprises. The hopeful person sees this as a source of joy while the pessimist sees it as a threat. The pessimist fears the new and the strange, while the hopeful person accepts and delights in it. In this way, hopefulness becomes a constituent of courage, trust and tolerance as well as of joy and love."

To a hopeful 2018,


Listen to this fun and funky song about hope by Jain

Read about Beth, a survivor of childhood abuse who went from wanting to kill her parents to a thriving and successful live!

What brings you hope?

You Can Be Happy No Matter What
by Richard Carlson

In this revised edition, #1 New York Times bestselling author and nationally known stress-management consultant Dr. Richard Carlson reveals a profound breakthrough in human psychology. Most of us believe that our happiness depends on outside circumstances, that by solving our problems, improving our relationships, or achieving success we will find contentment. But Dr. Carlson clearly shows that happiness has nothing to do with forces beyond our control — in fact, he says, it is our natural state.

Having a hard time feeling hopeful?

Check out this free 3-part Audio Course


January's Theme: Breaking the Silence

One of the many reasons it’s so difficult to break the silence is the many negative messages we receive about ourselves. It’s a wonder we ever tell anyone about the abuse. But tonight, even if you don’t share, come join us in breaking the silence.

Learn More & Register Here

Rachel Grant, M.A. Counseling Psychology
Sexual Abuse Recovery Coach
"What you think, you create"

Monday, December 4, 2017

December 2017: Happy Holidays!

Wishing You a Happy Holiday and New Year!

Whoa! The end of 2017 snuck up on me! I guess it really is true that time flies by as we get older. This past year has been an important one for me on many levels, but I want to share one key learning I've gained during 2017.

Every year, in January, I choose a theme for the year. This year, my word was "cushiony"! I wanted to focus on creating more space in my daily routines, work with clients, social activities, and create more time for just "being". (By the way, one of my clients shared with me a 
great little book along these lines.)

One day, I was l lounging in my backyard enjoying my garden (when did I become a gardener! how did that happen!). Needless to say, I have come to enjoy this time outside and began to treasure more and more the quiet pleasure of standing in my garden tending to living things.

As some time passed, I found myself thinking about how many hours were left in the day? Wasn't it nice to have nothing on the calendar for the rest of the day, so I could laze about and do nothing?

And then I wondered, "What if the nothing was actually everything! What if this time of just being, soaking in the sounds, the wind, the breeze, the smell of the flowers from the garden -- what if that was actually everything?!"

Our lives become so busy that we seek this "nothingness" as a way to reprieve ourselves from the day-to-day pressures and stresses and ups and downs and often think of the "nothing time" as a time to tune out, to escape.

That day, I realized that this frame needs to shift. There's an opportunity to experience everything, to transform what was once "nothing". These moments hold the opportunity to pause and take note of all there is to gain. I was able to tune into the experience of "being" instead of "doing".

I also realized that as I sat there calling this time "nothing", there was this part of me that would push back and say, "Well you better get up to something then! Be productive, get busy, get something done" andimmediately all of the peace and ease that I was experiencing in that moment of everything was made bad and wrong and taken away.

As I practiced what I teach my clients -- pay attention to your thoughts, pay attention to the language you use, to pay attention to what you are out to prove -- I decided to change my language and my focus, and this moment of nothing became a moment of everything!

I treasure this year of cushion and have so much to celebrate, because even while I made more time for myself, this year:

  • Over 50 people completed the Beyond Surviving Program and are now doing wonderful things like starting a family, stepping out as speakers and advocates for survivors, building new businesses, starting graduate school, and developing deeper relationships.
  • I expanded my Healing from Sexual Abuse Facebook Group(now more than 3700 members) and built a great team to support me in making this (I think!) one of the best groups for survivors on Facebook today!
  • With the help of my amazing team, I delivered 4 Master Classeson various topics such as shame, fear, anxiety, abandonment and more!

Looking to 2018, I am branching out and taking on some new projects! Here’s what I’ve got in mind for the New Year:
  • Continue development of programs for medical professionals about screening for abuse;
  • Expand my impact through partnering with various non-profits;
  • Add peer support as a new component for my group programs;
  • … and even more!

Most importantly, I want you to know that I couldn't have done any of it without your amazing and ongoing support. I’m in an incredible community and hope that you have been touched, inspired, and healed by something we shared this year.

So, with deep gratitude, my wish for you is that your holiday and 2018 are filled with joy, love, laughter, and strength.

With much love,

* post dunk in 410' waterfall!

* march against unlawful deportation
of immigrants with my honey

Wednesday, October 25, 2017

November 2017: Gearing up for the holidays!

Happy November folks!

I know as we turn the corner into the final months of 2017, I am first of all astounded by how quickly this year flew by. I'm also very much aware of how this time of year begins to bring up so much for people as the holidays approach and navigating family relationships during this time can be a huge strain, particularly for survivors of abuse who not only have to deal with the usual stressors but are often trying to navigate gatherings where an abuser might be present.

This is no small feat to tackle and one of the many reminders that those of us who have experienced trauma must continute to generate courage, groundedness, and positivity in the midst of some really challenging situations.

Today, I wanted to share with you an interview I did with Anne Cuthbert on how to end emotional eating and survive the holidays. Finding positive coping strategies is so key during this time.

You can check out that interview here:

And as always, if there is anything I can do to support you during this time -- I'm here!


Watch Kati Morton discuss how to overcome the fear of intimacy.

Read about three quick tests you can do right now to assess your level of anxiety, depression and PTSD.

What are some positive things you can do as the holidays approach to nurture and comfort yourself?


Healing My Life: From Incest to Joy
by Donna Jenson
In chronicling the physical and spiritual steps she took to reclaim her life and peel away the layers of damage done by incest, Jenson has written a powerful narrative of one person’s healing journey. And though the subject matter is deeply serious, Jenson writes with her sense of humor firmly intact, reminding us that joy is possible in the face of great pain. Poignant, brave, and helpful, Healing My Life offers a much-needed testimony for anyone affected by or concerned about childhood sexual abuse.
You can also check out the guest blog series Donna did last month here.

November's Theme: Re-Enactment

This is an issue we all need to be aware of as survivors of childhood sexual abuse. Re-enactment is about the unconscious drive in all of us to master our traumatic experiences and triumph over the past. And it is possible to become caught up in behaviors that re-enact the experiences we had as children of dysfunction, poor care, exploitation, and shame.

NOTE: We will meet on Tuesday, November 28th instead of Monday for this month

Learn More & Register Here

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If so, you can still get the mp3 in which I share with you the keys to unlocking the cage of fear and anxiety so that you can finally do the things you love and obtain the things you want in your life.

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Rachel Grant, M.A. Counseling Psychology
Sexual Abuse Recovery Coach
"What you think, you create"